(Written by
Sheila Gail Landgraf)
Every fall
season brings us to the beautiful time of Elul.
This year the last month of the Hebraic calendar starts at sunset of
August 26th, 2014 and lasts until sunset on September 24th,
2014. It is one of my favorite seasons. I usually find myself singing that old song
called “Turn, Turn, Turn” made famous by a group called The Byrds back in the
70’s. The song uses the words of Solomon
in the lyrics. They ring so true during
the month of Elul.
It is a time
for turning around and embracing the love of a God who was willing to die for
us. It is a time for paying attention to
a God who loved us enough to give His only begotten Son to ransom us from our
sins. It is a time of changing from a
relationship of “back-to-back” and turning to a better higher place of “face-to-face”
with our Creator.
I think it
is this very aspect of the season of Elul that keeps the lyrics of the song and
the words of Solomon on my mind and in my spirit in the early parts of each
fall. Elul is the time that teaches us
the necessity of being willing to turn.
In the mystial thoughts of Jewish
literature it is explained that at the beginning of the Hebraic season of Elul
we are “anchor el achor” which means in English; “back-to-back.” By the end of this season of Elul we are said
to be “panim el panim” which means “face-to-face.”
The concept could be more beautifully
explained in a dance, perhaps a lovely ballet production, but since those
resources are not readily available, I will try to use mere words.
Let’s paint the picture, like an artist
using words: First of all one must ask
the obvious question. How can it be that
we (us and God) are back to back? Wouldn’t
this statement imply that God has His back turned to us? Wouldn’t it also imply that we have our back
turned to God? How can we say such a
thing when this is the month it is said that “The King Is In The Field” , or
the God of Heaven has come down to the lowest parts of earth offering mercy and
forgiveness to all who are seeking him?
Many teachings and teachers have taught us that this is the very month
when God is more accessible than ever, when He is waiting for us to come out to
the harvest and greet him in the “field.”
We have learned that this is a time when He is there for us waiting in
the “fields” of our everyday lives. So
how could we possibly be “back-to-back?”
The concept is much easier to grasp
if you think of it like this; just recall all of the old
classic love stoires that you have watched in the movies. A loving couple
has to part for one reason or another. We see them
beginning to walk away from each other with their faces both turned in opposite
directions. Almost always,
at some point the man turns around and looks back at the woman. You can see in
his face that he is wanting to call out her name, that he longs to ask for
another chance, or beg for forgiveness, or make a way for them to still be
together. In these scenes
he is always just about to speak, just about to call out her name, but then he
realizes that her back is turned and she is walking away from him. He tells himself
that it is too late, that she just doesn’t care. He thinks that
there is nothing that he can do. So he turns back
around.
Seconds later the woman turns to look back
at the man. She knows that she doesn’t
want this relationship to end. She
stalls for time, walking away slowly
More than anyting she wants to say something to mend the situation, but
doesn’t have the right words. She just
can’t muster up the courage or doesn’t have the strength to speak up. She is in great dispair. After all, why should she try to speak when
his back is turned away from her? She
assumes he just doesn’t care as she sees him continue to walk away from her.
And we, the viewers watch this touching
scene, sitting on the edge of our seats, hoping against hope that they will
both suddenly turn around in the same second and finally realize that the other
does care enough to turn and step back into the other’s arms. We keep watching, hoping to see if maybe one
of them will suddenly realize that though they both appear to be back to back,
they really and truly want to be face to face.
Sometimes we get the happy ending.
Sometimes they both continue to walk right
out of each other’s lives.
And I am
reminded every year that Elul is the time that God uses to remind us to
turn. We must be willing to turn around
and face God, willing to turn around and face those who have hurt us. We must offer forgiveness and move back into
the loving embrace of the God who loves us beyond all reason. We must find ourselves with Him once again,
living face-to-face.
It is a beautiful season. It is the most wonderful love story ever
written.